Tuesday, March 31, 2009
For anyone who wondered...
So most people think that i am quiet and detached, and that is partly true. I am quiet, most of the time, and i do seem kind of detached, but it is not anything personal. It is just that i have no problem at all being alone and that usually when i am around people for an extended amount of time they really start to annoy me, its not the person its just that i like haveing time to myself. I feel bad because my friends think that i am ditching them when really i have always been that way, just i never used to have the option of hanging out with them all the time. it used to be i culd only hang out with my freinds every once in awhile so i would anychance i got, but now i can at almost any time, but i still like to have time to myself, i just want to do both. And as for the detached issue i would like to think that im not, but that would be a lie, i was never really good at making alot of friends, i would usually only make a few really good friends but it just takes awhile for me to do that, and so i seem detached. It is mainly becausei am afraid, and i guess i have always sort of figured that ifi dont let that many people get close then there will be less of a chance that i will get hurt by them. But i am trying to change...
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